Awwwkward

Man! I'm really bad at acting, and I didn't realize just how bad until today! I did do something different today and volunteer for something more than just talking! It was a bit humiliating, but I'm trying to get over it. It's just difficult when you're so bad. :< I think I managed to get better by the end though. I had to play as a member of the harem, but I really didn't know how to act seductive. Baring breasts and doing the "spread eagle" doesn't seem particularly attractive to me. It's like a young girl who doesn't know how to properly seduce a man, so she just shows the goods, thinking that's the same thing. Then again, maybe I'm giving too much credit to the men, and they actually don't care. "Just show the goods!"

One thing that helps me with the acting thing is knowing that the rest of the circle aren't really paying attention to me (they're so focused on chanting!). Of course, eventually, there'll be an actual audience...